May I Ask

What is that I'd done
To make you do this
Why have you brought this upon me
These nightmares
This fear

I've let go once or twice
Maybe three times
But you come back
And come back
And come back

Over and over
What is that I've done
For you to have given me this
This hurt
This.. This

I am but a mere girl
A child
With a heart
A soul
A never ending mind
You've given me faults
Blames
You've brought me sadness
Cries
Tears

Do you know how I live
How this is
How this feels

I cry the tears of a little girl
I stay up fighting the insomnia
These nightmares, keeping me up
I can't live this way
The things I see
The things that run
In my mind

It wonders
Did you know
Do you know
No, no

You push
You push
You push

This hurts
It hurts
Why
Why...